Don't get mislead by the title. It really is a sob story of sorts. It will be quite a while before the author will be able to get up and about and sit and write about something genuinely interesting.
Fact of the matter is, frustrations never come out in the way we want it to come out. Gone are the days you could think about friends who had full trust in you. The world has morphed into a place where you dont come to know about a person until and unless you grill them. And from there, everything falls into place and then it all shatters. Its the brief moment in time when you see everything clearly, and then in the next instant, everything falls apart.
The problem about grilling is this. Let us say, you are surrounded by friends who never really show their true faces to you. By some concocted notion within themselves, and for various reasons, they think you are unapproachable. And its not really their fault too, because of certain things you cant get rid of that notion too. You are stuck with this illusion and it is difficult to shatter it.
What then frustrates you is the fact that the sound societal pattern that exists around you and treats you superficially (although certain elements do treat you well) is the fact that ; well, that they do treat you superficially. And the fact is, its all well and good when you dont touch it. Because people have conformed themselves by your passive non participation in events .
What perturbs you, and in fact frustrates you, is the fact that things start changing around you and people start conforming themselves keeping you in the constant spot. Changes by you made in life, are in fact accepted as long as you keep your end of the bargain and do not disturb them. Ideally, that is the best way to keep things in play.
What we dont account is for this person, the moti, to get agitated about the fact that things change around without the changes notifying it. The person only ends up frustrating itself more once it tries to drastically make changes in its life and make life interesting for others to see. The only thing that it brings about is mistrust among others about what you should do, and the unstable path you are following.
Humans do not have the tendency to trust themselves. The rapid degradation and abuse of ethos like code and honour have increasingly lead the world to realise that despite the beautiful existence that it promises to give us, it rather have them on a matter of convenience rather than have them all the time. Its largely flexible to the emotions of the collective human society. When the society feels vengeful, it turns into a mob. And when it feels passive, it turns a humanitarian. Woe the man, who lives after the mob tramples on him. For he has no life, and lives in constant fear, always scared of his own shadow.
What is then the solution to all this frustrations that an mob stricken person faces. A few options i am afraid. He is left begging to connect to a few that he has left. Begging. Beck and call to every person. And when that doesn't work, he only leads himself to a life of mistrust and anger; not solitude, because solitude will eventually drive him bad. He seeks constant companions, and mistrusts even the best of them. He has no belief in confidence, and confidence belies him
He is a frustrated soul.
Fact of the matter is, frustrations never come out in the way we want it to come out. Gone are the days you could think about friends who had full trust in you. The world has morphed into a place where you dont come to know about a person until and unless you grill them. And from there, everything falls into place and then it all shatters. Its the brief moment in time when you see everything clearly, and then in the next instant, everything falls apart.
The problem about grilling is this. Let us say, you are surrounded by friends who never really show their true faces to you. By some concocted notion within themselves, and for various reasons, they think you are unapproachable. And its not really their fault too, because of certain things you cant get rid of that notion too. You are stuck with this illusion and it is difficult to shatter it.
What then frustrates you is the fact that the sound societal pattern that exists around you and treats you superficially (although certain elements do treat you well) is the fact that ; well, that they do treat you superficially. And the fact is, its all well and good when you dont touch it. Because people have conformed themselves by your passive non participation in events .
What perturbs you, and in fact frustrates you, is the fact that things start changing around you and people start conforming themselves keeping you in the constant spot. Changes by you made in life, are in fact accepted as long as you keep your end of the bargain and do not disturb them. Ideally, that is the best way to keep things in play.
What we dont account is for this person, the moti, to get agitated about the fact that things change around without the changes notifying it. The person only ends up frustrating itself more once it tries to drastically make changes in its life and make life interesting for others to see. The only thing that it brings about is mistrust among others about what you should do, and the unstable path you are following.
Humans do not have the tendency to trust themselves. The rapid degradation and abuse of ethos like code and honour have increasingly lead the world to realise that despite the beautiful existence that it promises to give us, it rather have them on a matter of convenience rather than have them all the time. Its largely flexible to the emotions of the collective human society. When the society feels vengeful, it turns into a mob. And when it feels passive, it turns a humanitarian. Woe the man, who lives after the mob tramples on him. For he has no life, and lives in constant fear, always scared of his own shadow.
What is then the solution to all this frustrations that an mob stricken person faces. A few options i am afraid. He is left begging to connect to a few that he has left. Begging. Beck and call to every person. And when that doesn't work, he only leads himself to a life of mistrust and anger; not solitude, because solitude will eventually drive him bad. He seeks constant companions, and mistrusts even the best of them. He has no belief in confidence, and confidence belies him
He is a frustrated soul.
